1.Upon that which binds me
Peter B. Santos ; Agnes B. Padilla
The Philippine Journal of Psychiatry 2022;3(1-2):35-49
The patient is a 36-year-old- male who was bullied by peers and was emotionally abused by his
father for being effeminate and preferring to play with dolls. These adverse childhood experiences
made him vulnerable to depression. He told himself that he could no longer rely on anyone else
but himself and took pride in his independence. He gave his best with his endeavors and did not
settle for mediocrity, frequently reviewing his work.
During the pandemic, he experienced several hardships such as disruption of activities, inability to
meet the financial needs of his family and unemployment. He found himself struggling but
surviving. While in a work-from-home arrangement, he was so frustrated about his internet
connection that he complained on social media.
The internet company then threatened him of possible legal charges and felt stuck in a hopeless
situation. This affected his day-to-day activities until he felt so overwhelmed that he attempted
suicide by ingesting multiple medications. He was then brought to the emergency room and was
admitted. He was diagnosed to have Major Depressive Disorder and was started on
antidepressants. Psychotherapy focused on identifying stressors and strengthening adaptive
coping mechanisms while he was admitted at an isolation facility. He then followed up at the
outpatient department of a tertiary government hospital in Mindanao with noted improvement in
mood and functionality overtime.
During admission, he was also diagnosed to have Diabetes Mellitus and COVID-19, which added to
his burden as these were the biologic factors that were correlated to his depression.
The case highlighted the interplay between the effects of multiple traumatic experiences in a
vulnerable individual and thus necessitating a holistic management.
Depressive Disorder, Major
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Psychiatry
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Suicide