Spiritual Pain Inferred From Terminally Ill Patient's Word and Deed
10.2185/jjrm.55.25
- Author:
Yukari YASUDA
;
Yoshiko OTSU
;
Masako SHIBATA
;
Mayumi SATO
;
Kaoru HIRAYAMA
;
Ritsuko HAMOTSU
- Publication Type:Journal Article
- MeSH:
Pain;
Patients;
Nurses;
seconds;
SOCIAL
- From:Journal of the Japanese Association of Rural Medicine
2006;55(1):25-29
- CountryJapan
- Language:Japanese
-
Abstract:
We encountered a terminally ill patient, who had resigned as hospital nurse soon after she had fallen ill. As a former health professional, she was acting the good patient and performing her part as a member of the family. The patient was suffering social pain, so much so that she seemed to be unable to express what was really on her mind. One day, the ex-nurse gave us her precious nurse pin. It was when it occurred to us that what the patient had said and behaved was an expression of spiritual pain. Then, we started exploring the meaning of what she had said and done and tried to get at the structure of her spiritual pain referring to Murata's three structures of the spiritual pain of terminally ill patients: “time existence,” “relational existence” and “autogenic existence.” Eventually, we found that her behavior to respond to the wish of her family and to keep a good relationship with her physicians, which she herself regarded as social pain, was to sweep away uneasiness about and fear of being left alone, that is, the spiritual pain associated with “relational existence.” We also found that the spiritual pain associated with “time existence” intermingled with her wish to continue to be a nurse as expressed in the handing over of her nurse's pin.
